etre dingue de quelqu'un._____
Saturday, November 11, 2006
3:52 PM
haha i've such cute friends.
lazy me doesnt come online for a few days and people are worried that smth happened.
(:
hahah you people rock la.
i'm fine really (:
but thanks. i love you two still the same (:
i've been thinking alot about life recently.
sometimes i dont even know what i'm doing.
sometimes i dont even know if what i'm doing is right.
it's like there's someone dictating what i need to do.
how i need to behave.
how i need to act.
what kind of person i should be.
who i should choose over who.
blah blah blah.
and it's quite sickening to actually look back and realize that nothing was really accomplished in the end.
i want to go back to crescent days.
we did what we wanted.
though we screwed up.
but we were still happy.
am i happy now?
i dont know.
okay well i am happy.
but just not as happy as i was when we were all in crescent.
all of us.
and it's funny how you let the days pass not really missing anything or anyone in particular.
and then you find something.
which brings back all sorts of memories and you feel so nostalgic you start to cry.
i found this tangs voucher our table won during prom last year.
that's why i started thinking about stuff.
all the stuff we used to do.
the stuff we wanted to do and we went all out to do.
the ridiculous stuff we laughed over.
even when plainly, there wasnt much to laugh over,
or rather nothing to laugh over.
but we still got high laughing over nothing.
how ridiculous.
but fun.
haha okay this entry seems pretty emo but that's the end. (:
training with hj yesterday.
it was a non-stop bitching session please.
we bitched from morning.
then all the way out of to school till she got off the train.
and of course we talked about crescent (:
or crescent people in particular (:
caught step up.
ooh la la.
hot stuff please.
but there wasnt enough dancing please.
but nonetheless i dont mind watching again.
caught the grudge the other day with edmund too.
it's so nonsensical it doesnt really make much sense.
and it's pretty ridiculous too.
but the ghosts are freaky.
that's the only scary thing about the show i think.
when the long haired woman and the boy appears.
they look scary enough.
it's gross.
funnest thing.
edmund thought it was going to be in japanese and so he wouldnt understand.
and when the characters spoke english.
he was all "omg you mean this show's in english?"
haha BEST.
palsie date me soon! (:
i'm owed!
big time! :D
okay off to bathe. tata.
illusion